What's Wrong with being alone, alone the only thing i've ever known

TOday was basically school and soccer
schools not that bad...being a senior the classes are pretty easy thank god
soccer not so good...im on two teams and one is pissing me off bc i am forced to play with them and i hate it bc the coach doesnt know what hes doing. i cant tell him that hes not coaching right bc its not my place...im just gonna quit that team and stick with the first one...im gonna miss the ppl but the first team is much better...so thats settled

Lately, ive been missing people and the relationships i used to have with them. I especially miss my best friends matt and lexi. i never talk to them anymore. I need to talk to them, someone. i need to feel that connection again with someone. Theres no one at paxon that i feel that with, except jes but shes with a different crew and i never hangout with her. I need someone. i feel like everyone has someone but me sometimes. Man i sound lame.